take time to appreciate the years you weren’t here
— Alan Watts
multiply the devotion
i believe the question “what is your biggest goal in life?” is pushed aside too often.
i have a second life that i constantly dream of: to own a flower shop, have met my soul mate, to be a vegan and live in a different country.
but it must be a dream because i know i am happy here: working to be a teacher, single, loving turkey sammies and surrounded by those i love.
it is a weird phenomenon to be so torn between your chosen life path versus the one you dream in; a constant battle of challenging yourself to take that extra leap and being true to who you are.
the amount of uncertainty in life’s destiny and God’s plan is frustrating; but keeps you on your toes.